If you’re reading this, then you’ll understand me when I say that I think that my weight was what defined me for many years. I had used food as a crutch for so long that ignoring the weight issue had become the habit – not the food.
I can’t tell you how many fitting rooms and shop assistants saw me in tears as I tried to squeeze into size 24 jeans, but somehow, I managed to justify it by going on another failed diet. I have 2 fantastic children and a wonderfully supportive husband who thankfully loves me whatever shape I am, but I also have a job that puts me in front of the public on a regular basis, and my confidence was getting crushed more regularly to the point when it was getting easier not to put myself in certain situations. I dreaded getting on to planes as the seats felt so small. The summers were a constant battle between being hot and not wanting to strip off the layers, and the kids loved swimming and there was no way I was getting in a pool like this.
Then came a moment in my life that opened my eyes for ever – the Mirror Moment. One day, I just didn’t recognise my reflection. This was it – I needed help. I had seen this website and knew that I had to give it a try. I do believe that a lot of things in life are down to mind over matter, but I knew I was doing the right thing as soon as I met the staff at the clinic. Everything was factual, to the point, and it all made sense.
The operation went well and I felt fabulous so quickly. It felt so right. I lost a lot of weight very quickly and was ecstatic. Then things slowed down while my body adjusted – oh no! My impatience was getting the better of me. I knew this was going to work for me – I just wanted it now! Then I realised that slow and steady really does win the race and within a few months I was in a size 16. I know, who’d have thought it. I bought my first pair of size 16 jeans since I was at school! And I celebrated with a very small piece of chocolate, and didn’t want any more! It wasn’t long before the chocolate came out again, when I bought my first size 14 and then size 12!
Now I have reached my target and beyond. When I was 16 stone, if you would have told me that I’d reach 11 stone, I would have laughed at you. I’m now 9 stone 3 pounds and a size 10 and I’ve been there for a while now.
My life has begun. I feel fantastic. I can keep up with the kids. I like exercise (yeah, I know!), I enjoy eating and drinking with friends without the total panic of calories or points – I am in control. My confidence is sky high. I find myself in front of a crowd of people, and I’m smiling. I’ve even been snowboarding with Graham and the kids. Who’d have though it! One operation, lots of support and a mirror, and I can be here for my children and live a long and exciting life with my husband.